| Jan. 28th, 2007 @ 11:38 am (no subject) |
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I can honestly say this is the first time in a REALLY long time that i'm truly happy with everything in life.
I'm going back to school in fall. Atlantic Cape College for Culinary Arts. I'm excited.
We're redoing the house. Getting a wrap around couch, a 42" lcd flat screen tv, redoing the whole dining room, and it's gonna go look so much better! (i will never move into a house with 3 guys again.)
In another month is my next and final tattoo for awhile. I'm excited because this is gonna mean the most to me. It's for my grandmothers <3
My life is finally starting to look up.
Yes, in the past year i've had some hard things happen to me, but i'm proud of myself for pulling through the way i did. Noone will ever understand how it feels to be depressed unless you've been through it yourself. It's a really hard thing to overcome, but luckily i had 2 people standing by me the whole time. And they know who they are.
Although, there are still a couple things i would like to be different, but unfortunately that is out of my control.
It really is true when they say, you don't know what you've got until you've lost it.
I don't have the support of my parents anymore. I'm paying almost $600 a month for my car and insurance, paying for college all myself...and pretty much doing everything on my own. It's harder than most people think.
But, i like having more responsibility. It's a lot to take on, but it makes me feel good that i CAN do things on my own.
I'm not gonna lie though, i sometimes resent the fact that i'm growing up so fast.
Eh, noone said life was perfect, but like i said...i'm happy with things right now. |
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